Well the cold front has come in and the weather is cooler. This makes me sooooo happy as I love jacket and blanket weather! However, I am feeling a little under the weather today. Thankfully I have a doctor appointment scheduled for tomorrow already and my work load is light this week. I can definitely use a break.
I have taken Zoloft in the past and it did nothing for me. My doctor put me back on Zoloft and gave me Klonopin (anti-anxiety) and I have to say that my pain has actually decreased by about half. And I'm not sure if it is the medicine or if it is just time, but I can now talk about the injustice coming in January for Sammie without tears. I wouldn't say I can talk about it without bitterness or anxiety though!
My kids and I now dread Mondays and Wednesdays because you-know-who comes over to visit the little ones. I am almost eager for January to get here just so I don't have to continue to subject my older kids to the seemingly constant intrusion that the situation creates. He still continues to put his oldest 3 ahead of the little ones, but that is nothing new. I am really REALLY tired of hearing how he is broke or doesn't have money for this or that.... thinking about asking my attorney to have him stop that, along with his accusations of me trying to cause Sammie to get autism because I get her vaccinated.
I have to get my bankruptcy stuff going because I have a new court date for an asset hearing and I need to have it filed by then. Don't remember if I mentioned it or not, but evidently there was a bench warrant out for my arrest. The sheriff actually came to my house (at bedtime no less) and arrested me...... all because I didn't pay my credit card and they sued me (I missed a court date that I didn't realize I had to be at). I can't believe how crazy my life has become. I have never been so humiliated in my life.
Well, that is the latest update on my life. Now I'm back to laundry and cleaning and getting stuff ready for bankruptcy court........ Hope everyone is well.
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